Hey there,

This is a short one! I was thinking all day about you and what I could offer to you today.

I want to offer this…

You are doing an amazing job! Yes, You… even in the messy….
As the holiday’s are approaching I want you to remember to take care of you.

I love movies… LIKE LOVEEEE them.
They transport me. They take me somewhere else for a little while.
And recently…. for about the millionth time…. I watched Walter Mitty.
I still remember the first time I saw that movie. I couldn’t even talk afterward. I was so moved. Maybe because I related so deeply to that feeling of wanting more, but being afraid to just go for it.

Fast forward to now… doing life without Lew has pushed me into places I never imagined.

I’ve seen myself do things I never thought I could do.
I’ve been bold … and I’ve been a wreck.
I’ve conquered things…. and I’ve messed up a lot of things.
Honestly… I think that’s just called grief.
Widowhood opens your eyes in ways you never asked for.
Some days, all I can do is close my eyes and lay down.
Other days, I feel strong and proud of what I managed to get done.
It’s a constant wave…. fear, doubt, anger, more doubt.

But ladies… you are doing it. WE are doing it.

You are living life in the messy, in the ache, and in your grief.
And I want you to know:
I’m proud of you.
I’m proud to walk this journey with you.
And I’m grateful that you’re part of my journey too.
Here’s TWO things to ponder:

Your Strength Doesn’t Always Have To Look Strong
Some days lying down is the bravest thing you can do.
Some days being bold is the bravest thing you can do.
Both count. Both are strength.

Grief Is Messy, and You can be too…
You are going to do things amazingly and you will screw things up…both are
ok!! None of it means you are failing. YOU are learning and dang that is a mind shift for sure.

Ok… I guess this isn’t short lol…

I love you guys..
If you are wanting to come to Grief and Me… Click the link in this email and we will see you Thursday and 3 Pm PST time zone!

Hugs,
to you!!!